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So yeah, this is kinda awkward, specially considering I've probably written about 5 of these things. Well, to make a long story short, I had to leave indefinitely and without warning to turn my fucking life around (which was literally in shambles, btw) after which I experienced a period of separation from my wife. While certainly hard and tough and whatnot it also gave me a lot of time to reflect on many things about myself and my choices. I took the time to travel around my continent in some kind of "finding myself" hippie thing or something.
I guess I did something right because I came to realise many things about myself and my life that I don't think I would have otherwise and I took the decision to turn my entire life around. I reconnected with my sisters only to find out that my mother had grown tremendously ill. She passed away not too long after I re-encountered with her and I'll never forgive myself for walking out on her. After a period of grief, I finally took it upon myself to reconnect with my estranged wife. She was ready to accept me again and so was I, so I guess true love does exist in some tiny measure in the end.
Reuniting with all my loved ones, especially my younger sister and my wife brought me back from a dark place that I never thought I'd come back from, and I'm grateful for that. As if it wasn't enough though, just in early October me and my wife welcomed our little Alessia to this world and she has brought me a joy and hope that I could have never imagined.
Obviously, as you can imagine all of these turbulent events took their time and toll on me and this site was admittedly not among my priorities. I apologise for walking out on you guys just like I walked out on a lot of people in my life. So now let's go fuck some shit up.
I guess I did something right because I came to realise many things about myself and my life that I don't think I would have otherwise and I took the decision to turn my entire life around. I reconnected with my sisters only to find out that my mother had grown tremendously ill. She passed away not too long after I re-encountered with her and I'll never forgive myself for walking out on her. After a period of grief, I finally took it upon myself to reconnect with my estranged wife. She was ready to accept me again and so was I, so I guess true love does exist in some tiny measure in the end.
Reuniting with all my loved ones, especially my younger sister and my wife brought me back from a dark place that I never thought I'd come back from, and I'm grateful for that. As if it wasn't enough though, just in early October me and my wife welcomed our little Alessia to this world and she has brought me a joy and hope that I could have never imagined.
Obviously, as you can imagine all of these turbulent events took their time and toll on me and this site was admittedly not among my priorities. I apologise for walking out on you guys just like I walked out on a lot of people in my life. So now let's go fuck some shit up.
