but still, spiders are cute, I can not just kill a living creature out of reflex, I hardly can kill a freaking ant, I cried when I squashed a snail (poor snail)
I understand, I was once afraid of spiders, but never had the strenght to kill one, I just can't kill them just because they are walking on me, or walking near me. it's that I'm just to nice or that I'm too foolish. The mystery of phobias is known, but yet unknown at the same time, it's weird actually.