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My life wasn’t as I expected it to be.
It was filled with false truths and covered with a blinding light.
I was brought to the Jedi temple before I could even remember; I have come to find I was abandoned by my violated mother. She left me with the bastards who raped and left her with an unwanted gift of thanks. Me. Lalita. I was an outcast among outcasts. I didn’t get along very well with others. I was teased and pushed around until I snapped, all because I had a unique connection to the Force.
I never knew what had become of that Mirakulan girl. I was eyed for months by the Masters. They concluded my actions were of my fault and I was to be separated from the other younglings. I believe if they had the chance they would have casted me out. But they fear what they wish to destroy. I was kept under supervision as I grew older, more different from the rest. I was criticized even when I surpassed others. No one knew what to do with me.
I developed a strong connection with life itself. I could talk to trees, sing with flowers, and recall the names of each blade of grass. It filled me with happiness to know that I could do something that no one else I knew could. It filled me with the confidence to know I wouldn’t find myself farming with other unwanted Jedi.
I am strong with the Force.
I was chosen as a padawan at a much later age by Master Vizza, who I admire for seeing something in me when others chose to ignore it. He granted me my Knight Hood and I proudly took it, following the code, upholding the values of the Jedi. I found myself spending more time outside the temple on other worlds. I meditated, learn, grew, and my current ideals seemed to make ever more sense than the ones I was suppose to follow.
Within a year or two of becoming a Knight, I was apprehended by a shadow assassin who saw something else about me. In attempt to turn me against the Jedi, I reluctantly became aware that what he said was true. My firm and blinding beliefs about the Jedi were fading into lies.
I returned to the temple once more, my thoughts changed: perhaps the Jedi’s ‘good’ my have been causing more harm to the galaxy than healing. It was an obvious observation with all events transpired during the Alsakan Crisis. I did my part in training a handful of padawans, I hoped I did inspire them to become what they wanted; it wasn’t long before I decided the Jedi were corrupted in their own manner.
I left the temple and the Jedi and found myself training among the Bogans. Master Durtrak took me under his teachings showing me a side of the Force that was considered ‘forbiden’ and ‘fear’ among the Jedi population. I loved it. My mind didn’t need to fear of wonder, what ever I wanted to do, it was possible. I was accepted into the ranks of the Dark Jedi.
I traveled around a lot, keeping myself reclusive. When more systems were discovered, I was quick to visit, feeling the Force amongst the new discoveries. And that’s when I experienced love.
I fell in love, it really does change one’s persona.
He was Kaine Tune, he was a merchant, I did not tell him I was Force-sensitive. I did not want him to know and I made sure he didn’t know. We married and made a lovely home on Corellia. We had two children, a boy, Lyons, and a girl, Dawn. I loved them all, I would have done anything for them. It wasn’t long before my secret broke. Lyons was showing force attributes as well as Dawn. I had to tell my husband. He was shocked at first, but I remember it clearly, he smiled and kissed me. Our trust was not harmed.
I returned to longer visits with my Bogan bothers and sisters. It was a home away from home. I meditate, learn and listen to the Force to increase my strength, to increase my ability to defend and offend those who will insults.
NAME: Lalita Zaryet ~ FACTION: Dark Jedi of the Bogan ~ RANK: Pending
SPECIES: Human ~ AGE: 41 ~ GENDER: Female ~ HEIGHT: 5’ 7” ~ WEIGHT: 114 lbs
STRENGTH: Average DESTERITY: Excellent CONSTITUTION: Great INTELLIGENCE: Above Average WISDOM: Excellent CHARISMA: Average
FORCE POWERS: Psychokinesis, Telepathy, Force Sense, Force Shield, Force Speed, Speech Comprehension, Basic Healing, Plant Surge, Force Lightning, Drain Knowledge, Force wound
LIGHTSABER/SWORD FORMS: Form 0; Form IV
It was filled with false truths and covered with a blinding light.
I was brought to the Jedi temple before I could even remember; I have come to find I was abandoned by my violated mother. She left me with the bastards who raped and left her with an unwanted gift of thanks. Me. Lalita. I was an outcast among outcasts. I didn’t get along very well with others. I was teased and pushed around until I snapped, all because I had a unique connection to the Force.
I never knew what had become of that Mirakulan girl. I was eyed for months by the Masters. They concluded my actions were of my fault and I was to be separated from the other younglings. I believe if they had the chance they would have casted me out. But they fear what they wish to destroy. I was kept under supervision as I grew older, more different from the rest. I was criticized even when I surpassed others. No one knew what to do with me.
I developed a strong connection with life itself. I could talk to trees, sing with flowers, and recall the names of each blade of grass. It filled me with happiness to know that I could do something that no one else I knew could. It filled me with the confidence to know I wouldn’t find myself farming with other unwanted Jedi.
I am strong with the Force.
I was chosen as a padawan at a much later age by Master Vizza, who I admire for seeing something in me when others chose to ignore it. He granted me my Knight Hood and I proudly took it, following the code, upholding the values of the Jedi. I found myself spending more time outside the temple on other worlds. I meditated, learn, grew, and my current ideals seemed to make ever more sense than the ones I was suppose to follow.
Within a year or two of becoming a Knight, I was apprehended by a shadow assassin who saw something else about me. In attempt to turn me against the Jedi, I reluctantly became aware that what he said was true. My firm and blinding beliefs about the Jedi were fading into lies.
I returned to the temple once more, my thoughts changed: perhaps the Jedi’s ‘good’ my have been causing more harm to the galaxy than healing. It was an obvious observation with all events transpired during the Alsakan Crisis. I did my part in training a handful of padawans, I hoped I did inspire them to become what they wanted; it wasn’t long before I decided the Jedi were corrupted in their own manner.
I left the temple and the Jedi and found myself training among the Bogans. Master Durtrak took me under his teachings showing me a side of the Force that was considered ‘forbiden’ and ‘fear’ among the Jedi population. I loved it. My mind didn’t need to fear of wonder, what ever I wanted to do, it was possible. I was accepted into the ranks of the Dark Jedi.
I traveled around a lot, keeping myself reclusive. When more systems were discovered, I was quick to visit, feeling the Force amongst the new discoveries. And that’s when I experienced love.
I fell in love, it really does change one’s persona.
He was Kaine Tune, he was a merchant, I did not tell him I was Force-sensitive. I did not want him to know and I made sure he didn’t know. We married and made a lovely home on Corellia. We had two children, a boy, Lyons, and a girl, Dawn. I loved them all, I would have done anything for them. It wasn’t long before my secret broke. Lyons was showing force attributes as well as Dawn. I had to tell my husband. He was shocked at first, but I remember it clearly, he smiled and kissed me. Our trust was not harmed.
I returned to longer visits with my Bogan bothers and sisters. It was a home away from home. I meditate, learn and listen to the Force to increase my strength, to increase my ability to defend and offend those who will insults.
NAME: Lalita Zaryet ~ FACTION: Dark Jedi of the Bogan ~ RANK: Pending
SPECIES: Human ~ AGE: 41 ~ GENDER: Female ~ HEIGHT: 5’ 7” ~ WEIGHT: 114 lbs
STRENGTH: Average DESTERITY: Excellent CONSTITUTION: Great INTELLIGENCE: Above Average WISDOM: Excellent CHARISMA: Average
FORCE POWERS: Psychokinesis, Telepathy, Force Sense, Force Shield, Force Speed, Speech Comprehension, Basic Healing, Plant Surge, Force Lightning, Drain Knowledge, Force wound
LIGHTSABER/SWORD FORMS: Form 0; Form IV
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