Almost. The word had come to describe far too much of Ruzaan's Jedi career this far. He'd been almost killed in his first major action, on Felucia. He'd almost been overcome by a Force ghost on Tython; original homeworld of the Jedi. He'd almost been captured during a rescue mission on Bal'Demnic. He'd almost been too late to save the galaxy's supply of bacta on Thyferra. He'd almost been permanently paralyzed. He'd almost watched Samara die. Now, according to the Chalactan, he was almost to the top of the sinkhole.
Looking back, he could see how close he'd been to disaster. Looking up, he could see how far he was from his friend.
It wasn't fair, the Togruta reflected, muscles aching as he pulled himself slowly up the side of the crater. A Jedi's life was sacrifice, but he'd envisioned being able to make a real change in the galaxy. Now, he was grateful for days when there wasn't awful news to greet him in the morning, or nightmares to terrorize his sleep. Part of him didn't want to keep going. It would be much easier to just give up, return to the depression of the pit, and entomb himself there. What was the galaxy with one less Jedi? No more or less broken as it was right now.
Still, he kept going- hand over hand, inch by painstaking inch. Samara's voice helped distract him as he climbed; his body was stuck here on Kashyyyk, but his mind was, mercifully, elsewhere. A future better than the present hell they were in made easy respite for his weary imagination.
"I've never been one for a cold shower" he admitted, "so I'm gonna pass on that." A few moments before he realized what he'd just said. "I mean, I definitely will take a shower! Just, with hot water, you know?" The thought of plopping down to watch a holoseries with Samara, while still coated in the despair of the Shadowlands of Kashyyyk, was ridiculous. "I don't watch a lot of holos" he said. "What's Crepuscular Sector about, anyway?" Elidan had gotten him to watch a few episodes of CSI: Coruscant a while ago, but he was not very familiar with the medium as a whole.
He was also almost to the top.
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Looking back, he could see how close he'd been to disaster. Looking up, he could see how far he was from his friend.
It wasn't fair, the Togruta reflected, muscles aching as he pulled himself slowly up the side of the crater. A Jedi's life was sacrifice, but he'd envisioned being able to make a real change in the galaxy. Now, he was grateful for days when there wasn't awful news to greet him in the morning, or nightmares to terrorize his sleep. Part of him didn't want to keep going. It would be much easier to just give up, return to the depression of the pit, and entomb himself there. What was the galaxy with one less Jedi? No more or less broken as it was right now.
Still, he kept going- hand over hand, inch by painstaking inch. Samara's voice helped distract him as he climbed; his body was stuck here on Kashyyyk, but his mind was, mercifully, elsewhere. A future better than the present hell they were in made easy respite for his weary imagination.
"I've never been one for a cold shower" he admitted, "so I'm gonna pass on that." A few moments before he realized what he'd just said. "I mean, I definitely will take a shower! Just, with hot water, you know?" The thought of plopping down to watch a holoseries with Samara, while still coated in the despair of the Shadowlands of Kashyyyk, was ridiculous. "I don't watch a lot of holos" he said. "What's Crepuscular Sector about, anyway?" Elidan had gotten him to watch a few episodes of CSI: Coruscant a while ago, but he was not very familiar with the medium as a whole.
He was also almost to the top.
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