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I dated this girl all through high school and my freshman year of college. We've recently broken up and I really don't know how to control emotions. It's been about a month- I have some days where I feel fine, and others where I have this specific emotion. It's so powerful; it's something unreal. I don't know how to deal. It's unlike any other emotion I've felt before. Sadness, shock, anger, but it's like the moment where you're in shock right before the pain hits you after a tragic injury... just... suspended in time and stretched out over a long period of time.
I love her, we both think that we'll probably get married further down the river. The agony of not being around her hurts though. I can't stand not being able to hold her at night or be held. What's worse is I know that she has these feelings too, and I can't really stop her from feeling this way. I also really cannot stand how it seems as if she's handling it better than I, even though I know she's not.
I don't want to turn to drugs for the answer, because I already know from past experiences how that will go. But dammit if I don't want to go drop some lsd. Like. Seriously, how do I be?
I love her, we both think that we'll probably get married further down the river. The agony of not being around her hurts though. I can't stand not being able to hold her at night or be held. What's worse is I know that she has these feelings too, and I can't really stop her from feeling this way. I also really cannot stand how it seems as if she's handling it better than I, even though I know she's not.
I don't want to turn to drugs for the answer, because I already know from past experiences how that will go. But dammit if I don't want to go drop some lsd. Like. Seriously, how do I be?