- Joined
- Dec 13, 2016
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SAKIE _F A C T I O N
AUSTRALIAN_S P E C I E S
HUMAN_A G E
19_G E N D E R
TRANS FEMININE_H E I G H T
TOL- B I O G R A P H Y
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I used to have a dumb shitpost-y thing here, but after my hiatus I figured why not take it a little more seriously.
In late 2016, a certain barely-teenaged kid signed up to this little website called SWRP. That user would come to be known by a variety of names, but primarily went by Eden, Sidon, and finally, Sakie. I think it's fair to say the person I am now is nothing like the one who joined: I was passive, stuck in a toxic situation, depressed, and incredibly confused about who I was—not least as far as gender is concerned.
Considered I'm writing this in November of 2021, it turns out I've had an account on this site for almost five years now, which, also considering I'm 19, is to say I grew up here. I've always had an unsurprisingly shitty relationship with abusive parents, and RPing on here was one way that I used to cope, to escape behind their backs, against their will. Putting aside my generally suffocating existence, there were two main downsides to this situation as far as SWRP goes: 1. I couldn't be as consistently active as I always wanted to be, despite spending lots of time and effort on characters and worldbuilding, and 2. I couldn't conceivably use Discord without my parents finding out. So this was quite a setback for my involvement in the community early on.
Fast forward a chaotic several years in which my involvement on the site was limited and I have moved out into my own place, can finally do all the shit I missed out on. I am really gutted I missed out on seriously RPing with some of my favourite people from that era due to my situation: Dark child, Herrith, Mad Dog, Deviant, Lazy Swordsman, Undine, Kayenta Moenkopi, KinkyPrawn, and others. But I choose to look ahead to all of those I can share stories (and friendships) with in the future.
I think it's gonna be an adventure~ <3x - P E R S O N A L I T Y
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SO FUCKING ANNOYING. hehehehe :>
Let's jam. *Cowboy Bebop Theme Plays*x - A B I L I T I E S
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Watching anime, reading Berserk and Nietzsche, writing dumb stories and experimental poems. Feeling emotions about Evangelion and Meiko Kawakami books. Listening to breakcore (e.g. sewerslvt, maedasalt), super-pretty folk (e.g. Adrianne Lenker), fifth-wave emo (e.g. Lights Strung Like Stars) and other weird underground noise (e.g. Black Dresses).
Nightwalking and place-hacking forever. xx - A S S E T S
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- hehehehe nope, but
- i have myself and i am all i need to find beautiful things
- C H A R A C T E R S
- Dreika + Petals... Coming soon.
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