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OOC: I"ll let Aaron answer before I post. It would be weird to interject when these are some valid questions.
He was a little preoccupied at the moment when he'd spoken, so when River had been alerted to his error in - total call? Protomatics? - He immediately sought to rectify it, after all, Ussej was his only hope at the moment. His current Master he barely knew, and did not seem at all to be... active. Not efficient. Not that Ussej seemed to be, but he seemed like the type to get things done. The only problem was that River was not used to apologizing, and was glad when Ussej brushed it off and reassured him. He flashed the man - boy? - a small, almost unnoticeable look of gratitude, something near a small grin, before it lapsed back into its former stoney state.
"I trust you." He replied simply, almost as if it were a platitude said in some small talk, but for him it meant something deeper. If only he knew how deep. As he watched, he could sense within him that a cloud had passed over Ussej's demeanor, soul, thoughts. If only he knew that the darkness he felt was in him... a darkness that craved his soul. I trust you... but don't trust me. he thought inwardly with a shadow of despair... and hatred.
His face remained without emotion except maybe a hint of curiosity as he listened to Ussej's reply to his question. He nodded slowly. "I admire that one would bother with meditation. I don't trust myself to sit in a room and think for too long. The mind wanders." He stated. "Bu it is very important that I know if I am sleeping in a room with anyone else in it. You wouldn't understand." He said in an almost dismissive voice. He couldn't tell him... yet. He would have to disclose it piece by piece.
"Planning?" He muttered to himself in response to Ussej's question - not directed at him, he noticed. He'd already gained animosity with him... he hated when he did that to people. Looking up at the viewport ahead, he asked, in a nearly monotone voice, "Before we do that, I have a few questions. Firstly, where are we going, and why? Secondly, does the Slayer just kill, or does he commit other crimes? Was the Bendu his first murder? How did he kill him? And where? Was there any provocation, and if so, how much?" He asked, moving through his thoughts systematically. "It helps to know a subject before one tracks it. My race is good at tracking, but not that good."
He thought a moment before turning once more to Ussej. "You do know I'm not Human, right?"