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Saber.
Blade, sword, weapon.
Death.
Weapons equal death. Death was bad. Death was corrupting. Death was something he'd tried so desperately to run from, to ignore and to forget. He'd seen too much death. Family, friends, clients. And he'd killed so many. A lawyer, a defense attorney, and yet he'd killed so many. Dozens and dozens.
But now it was back. Death was back, and killing was back. Crinlin Syphex had killed and killed and almost died. It had taken several weeks, but he'd finally come to terms with the fact that he could avoid death no longer. He would have to take lives to be a Jedi, just as he had on Coruscant and countless other worlds. Except this time it was different. This time he wasn't just killing based upon who he thought it was right to kill, but upon who truly needed to die for the good of others.
Crinlin shuddered slightly as he thought of his most recent mission. It had been so easy to slip back into that frame of mind, knowing deep down who he was required to eliminate. But it wasn't like the old times. He didn't feel that pressing guilt as he had then. Some men needed to die, and it had to be a Jedi's duty to kill them.
Since arriving on Tython Crinlin had neglected that duty. He'd buried himself in learning, but trained primarily with his mind, keeping separate from violence wherever and whenever he could. That idiocy had almost cost him, another Padawan, and a Togrutan woman their lives. That was unacceptable.
So the fiery-haired Jedi walked down the Temple corridors, clothed in a fine business suit with his training lightsaber clipped to his jacket's inside pocket. Death was part of life, he knew, and at times he would have to deal out that death. Crinlin was determined that, when those times came, he would do so with precision and speed.
He stopped at a metal door and wrapped thrice before sticking his hands in his pockets and glancing at his feet.
Blade, sword, weapon.
Death.
Weapons equal death. Death was bad. Death was corrupting. Death was something he'd tried so desperately to run from, to ignore and to forget. He'd seen too much death. Family, friends, clients. And he'd killed so many. A lawyer, a defense attorney, and yet he'd killed so many. Dozens and dozens.
But now it was back. Death was back, and killing was back. Crinlin Syphex had killed and killed and almost died. It had taken several weeks, but he'd finally come to terms with the fact that he could avoid death no longer. He would have to take lives to be a Jedi, just as he had on Coruscant and countless other worlds. Except this time it was different. This time he wasn't just killing based upon who he thought it was right to kill, but upon who truly needed to die for the good of others.
Crinlin shuddered slightly as he thought of his most recent mission. It had been so easy to slip back into that frame of mind, knowing deep down who he was required to eliminate. But it wasn't like the old times. He didn't feel that pressing guilt as he had then. Some men needed to die, and it had to be a Jedi's duty to kill them.
Since arriving on Tython Crinlin had neglected that duty. He'd buried himself in learning, but trained primarily with his mind, keeping separate from violence wherever and whenever he could. That idiocy had almost cost him, another Padawan, and a Togrutan woman their lives. That was unacceptable.
So the fiery-haired Jedi walked down the Temple corridors, clothed in a fine business suit with his training lightsaber clipped to his jacket's inside pocket. Death was part of life, he knew, and at times he would have to deal out that death. Crinlin was determined that, when those times came, he would do so with precision and speed.
He stopped at a metal door and wrapped thrice before sticking his hands in his pockets and glancing at his feet.