“You must open your mind to the Force and harness your emotions as weapons which you then use to strike upon the nexus,” He explained, taking a seat and bidding her to do the same, “This place has many memories..of both the defenders and the attackers. You may be overwhelmed at times, but you must hold fast.”
He would instruct her to close her eyes and focus, emptying her mind to the Force, “Reach from deep within you. Pull from your memories both good and bad, from your worst pains, your biggest fears. Create something within you that is raw and broken. Connect with the nexus and drink from it the knowledge it possesses.”
If Freyja did as instructed, nothing would happen at first. After a moment, she would hear faint whispers. She would get glimpses of a normal day in this very temple, of padawans and Knights wandering about their day. She would see faces from over two decades ago. She would start to feel pain as that image twisted and broke, shattering into a million pieces.
There would be unbearable pain that would encompass her entire body. She would suddenly lose all control, everything around her turning to black. She would see a vibrant green glow of magick, she would hear laughter, a chill running down her spine. She would hear the agonizing screams of everyone around her. The screams were juxtaposed above the screams of her dying family and village back on Deucalia. They were all dying at once, their essence stripped away in the plane of the Force itself. All of it would make Freyja writhe in pain and flail around clawing at the ground.
Azar didn’t pull her back from it, letting her fall deeper in.
I’m here but you must walk alone, His voice would echo in her mind. She would feel the Dark Side siphoning out from many layers below the Jedi’s attempts to purge this place. A single crack was all it took to start extracting the violence of the past all over again in all its fury.
Freyja would see figures of the Sith Lords of the past that stormed this place that fateful day. She would see the Grandmaster gasping his last. However, abruptly and suddenly, everything would change and she would feel a whole wave of new pain. It would feel as if a hundred wounds were cut open across her back all at once.
She would be transported to a different plane entirely and would see a figure standing before her. The male turned around to gaze at her, revealing a beautiful face of a boy no older than she was now. Striking silver eyes would regard her moments before a hand would come up to clutch her throat. She would be slammed into a wall behind her, the face of the male leaning in. A cruel, tantalizing smirk graced his lips, “Tell them I’m waiting,” The deep, smooth baritone voice resounded before Freyja would be jerked out of the vision and thrown clear across the room.
When she came to, Azar would be standing above her, having used the Force to cushion her impact against the wall. His eyes were wide in shock as he crouched down next to her, “What did you see? WHAT DID YOU SEE?” He hissed, hints of fear in his voice. Azar couldn’t stop looking at her neck - a deep, red hand print where she had been gripped in a way that transcended time and plane.
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