The Doctor
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Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
Those thoughts had been washing over The Doctor's head for several minutes now, working hard as they tried to induce calm, relaxation, focus, openness. She had woken up earlier than was usual for her, and after having poured over the passages Jareth had given her, she figured it would be prudent to prepare for her first training session. She had dressed in simple black and red training robes before coming here and attempting to meditate, a task far more difficult when you've forsaken peace and embraced raw undiluted emotion. That was what the Jedi said anyway, in truth, it was just as easy to meditate either way, it just required a different perspective.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
Whereas the Jedi meditated to clear their thoughts, temper emotion, and focus their minds, The Doctor believed exile meditation was something more...elegantly violent. Every event creates emotion, be it happiness or sadness or hatred or love, the Dark Side uses these emotions and the raw energy they produce, so her form of meditation and fighting style is something along the lines of an Emotional Recall. Every inhale soaked up the immediate, the pain of seeing her charges ripped apart on battlefields and patched up to get ripped apart again, the helplessness of being unable to save those that lived a little while longer, the fear and sadness at being ripped away from her love. Every exhale takes it into the bigger picture, the anger at their killers, the rage against the jedi for taking her love from her, the fear of failing before the unification comes to light.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
She sat there, calm and serene in the middle of the maelstrom of emotion she had released into the room, using it all as the forge, whilst her acted as the hammer tempering it into two words: Never Again. The thought of taking control and preventing those kinds of things from happening again forged a kind of emotional lens in her mind that let her focus using those feelings, giving her the same heightened instinct and awareness everyone else had whilst keeping her from devolving into a frothy mess screaming for blood...she really hoped Jareth wouldn't be caught off guard by all the negative energy in the room.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
@Adobi-Wan Kenobi
Those thoughts had been washing over The Doctor's head for several minutes now, working hard as they tried to induce calm, relaxation, focus, openness. She had woken up earlier than was usual for her, and after having poured over the passages Jareth had given her, she figured it would be prudent to prepare for her first training session. She had dressed in simple black and red training robes before coming here and attempting to meditate, a task far more difficult when you've forsaken peace and embraced raw undiluted emotion. That was what the Jedi said anyway, in truth, it was just as easy to meditate either way, it just required a different perspective.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
Whereas the Jedi meditated to clear their thoughts, temper emotion, and focus their minds, The Doctor believed exile meditation was something more...elegantly violent. Every event creates emotion, be it happiness or sadness or hatred or love, the Dark Side uses these emotions and the raw energy they produce, so her form of meditation and fighting style is something along the lines of an Emotional Recall. Every inhale soaked up the immediate, the pain of seeing her charges ripped apart on battlefields and patched up to get ripped apart again, the helplessness of being unable to save those that lived a little while longer, the fear and sadness at being ripped away from her love. Every exhale takes it into the bigger picture, the anger at their killers, the rage against the jedi for taking her love from her, the fear of failing before the unification comes to light.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
She sat there, calm and serene in the middle of the maelstrom of emotion she had released into the room, using it all as the forge, whilst her acted as the hammer tempering it into two words: Never Again. The thought of taking control and preventing those kinds of things from happening again forged a kind of emotional lens in her mind that let her focus using those feelings, giving her the same heightened instinct and awareness everyone else had whilst keeping her from devolving into a frothy mess screaming for blood...she really hoped Jareth wouldn't be caught off guard by all the negative energy in the room.
Inhale....Exhale....Inhale....Exhale
@Adobi-Wan Kenobi
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