Eddard Thul Drast
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In Eddard's personal opinion, everyone had one person who they told everything about their lives and trusted, wholly, to judge them without reservation.
For him, it was his Grandmother.
He had spent time with his Grandmother growing up and she had doted on him until such a time as when she had decided he needed to grow up and stand on his own - if he recalled he was about eight at the time. But she had attempted to mould his father, her son, into an acceptable heir to her legacy of wit and cunning directly and he had turned into a useless waste of space.
Sometimes he was very aware that he was his Grandmother's 'second attempt' at making someone worthwhile in her eyes. It was strange then that he had never felt pressured by it, only reassured that when he spoke to her about the things that weighed heavily on him, it would be both as a grandson asking his grandmother and as an apprentice asking a mentor.
There were layers to their relationship.
But he needed to see her, needed to speak to her, about two things. One thing that he had done already and was struggling to deal with. And the other? Was something unknown to him that he needed her guidance to identify.
Being directed to her favourite balcony by one of the staff, Eddard walked out into the cool, crisp, air of the Alderaan morning. The view was stunning and the day itself mild and enjoyable. It would grow warmer during the day but nothing overbearing.
And he was stalling, thinking to himself about the weather.
"Grandmother..."
He turned to face the woman who was his grandmother, Meera Thul-Drast, so that he could address her directly, as she had so often told him to do in the past when asking someone for advice. Still, he was slightly nervous.
"I..." he stuttered, cursing himself inwardly for such a mistake before pressing on, "I am in need of your advice, your counsel. I have tried to do what I can to advance our family, myself and our Empire and I find myself..."
He sat down beside her on the bench, looking down at his hands.
"I have things I don't understand - about myself. I need your help, Grandmother, to understand."
He expected her to help him... but he also expected to be scolded like a child. It was just how this was going to go he supposed.
@Malon