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Club Paradise, the raunchy and defiled bar of District 5, was cramped and bustling on the first two levels. Music filled the smoky interior, mixed with muffled shouting from the gambling floor below. Muirgheal had taken her usual spot at the bar after getting off guard duty. She planned to get thoroughly wasted tonight, having the next few days off.
“What will it be tonight, darling?” asked the orange Twi’lek bartender, lekku twitching in anticipation.
“Reactor Core. And a shot of Kri’gee. They make good poison, but I ain’t no Mando. All bucket no brains.”
“Wouldn’t have thought you as one. Not that any would be showing their faces, even here.”
No place is ever safe from the Imperium’s gaze. Not for them, not for me. She quickly knocked back the shot, trying to focus on the burning in her throat and not the harsh realities of things.
With a shaking hand, she pulled a small vial containing orange liquid from her pocket, followed by a new syringe and needle. She filled it, then pushed back her right sleeve, her organic arm. There was a tiny scar there, from the hundreds of times a needle had pierced the pale flesh. Into the spot the metal plunged again, delivering another dose of her addictive vice. She never liked taking it orally, whether straight or adding the ixetal cilona to alcohol. Smoking took too much time. Intravenous was quick, clean, and discreet. And at least the bartender was willing to turn a blind eye.
Not that it made her addiction any better. Her life was still tied to the horrible drug and her dealer for as long as her demon resided inside her. Death sticks were the only thing to cut herself off his influence and the Force. In the past months her body needed larger doses to have the same numbing effect, quieting the pings of her danger sense to dull whispers, then nothing.Like losing an arm and falling asleep at the same time, she thought. The bright colors and euphoria stopped returning a long time ago.
Maybe if she hadn’t waited, help would still be within reach. But she had her pride and common sense. If she could deal with it herself, she would, and there was no one powerful enough to exorcise a Darth spirit besides. Sure, the Sith could help--a lightsaber in the chest was a quick fix. The Jedi… that was almost worse. They wouldn’t touch her with the end of a ten-meter pole if they had to. Haughty religious lectures wouldn't change her situation any, either.
Not that they would want to hear that.
She almost laughed. Imagine, a Jedi getting a dose of reality for once. At least the Sith were honest, “We’re self-serving mother kriffers and you’re my slave. We’re not sorry!”