Five years.
Five years trapped in that damn cave. Unable to see. Unable to dig herself out; her comm was smashed beyond repair, and eventually, the only thing that could give her light was the Fallen Blade. Nightmares plagued her for months until she hardly knew what was real and what wasn't. Until she hardly realized that one branch of the cave gave way to open air. No one looked for her. No one called to her; she was alone.
Until she stood, staring at a lone red giant sun, watching its' baleful light glint on green waves. She felt tears track down her face; she had lost so much weight. Scars marred her arms, and she felt weak, and yet... there was so much more to her. The guilt she carried, the secret despair, all of it faded to grey. She just wanted to find her Padawans, to finally die in their arms, and remember what it meant to be a Jedi.
She couldn't pass until she told her story to one of them, at least.
It took her a week to remember how to run her ship and to stock it. Some fish she caught, a few birds. The rags of her clothing hung off her frame; she tore one of her Jedi robes to look like a rough cloak, and then set a course, mindlessly flying. She wouldn't have noticed if she even flew into a star; it was an instinct in the Force that led her.
Led her until she landed on another rock in the middle of nowhere space. She didn't know why she stumbled out of the ship, or why she staggered down a rocky cliffside path. Something was calling her, familiar and yet alien. Rain lashed down her face, and she shivered at its' alien feeling. Rain, Rain. How long had she felt its' cool touch or its' thick heat as it fell? How long had it been since she stood in a jungle and listened to it raining?
There was a cabin ahead. She was so tired; her vision swam in and out of focus, and when she reached up to thump into the door, she leaned into it a moment, struggling to keep her strength. She didn't know what called to her, back to the living, but she was here now to answer it, even before reaching Yavin IV or anything else Jedi. Before even remembering to wash, or eat.
When the Force called, she had to answer.
@Forsythe Crowholde
Five years trapped in that damn cave. Unable to see. Unable to dig herself out; her comm was smashed beyond repair, and eventually, the only thing that could give her light was the Fallen Blade. Nightmares plagued her for months until she hardly knew what was real and what wasn't. Until she hardly realized that one branch of the cave gave way to open air. No one looked for her. No one called to her; she was alone.
Until she stood, staring at a lone red giant sun, watching its' baleful light glint on green waves. She felt tears track down her face; she had lost so much weight. Scars marred her arms, and she felt weak, and yet... there was so much more to her. The guilt she carried, the secret despair, all of it faded to grey. She just wanted to find her Padawans, to finally die in their arms, and remember what it meant to be a Jedi.
She couldn't pass until she told her story to one of them, at least.
It took her a week to remember how to run her ship and to stock it. Some fish she caught, a few birds. The rags of her clothing hung off her frame; she tore one of her Jedi robes to look like a rough cloak, and then set a course, mindlessly flying. She wouldn't have noticed if she even flew into a star; it was an instinct in the Force that led her.
Led her until she landed on another rock in the middle of nowhere space. She didn't know why she stumbled out of the ship, or why she staggered down a rocky cliffside path. Something was calling her, familiar and yet alien. Rain lashed down her face, and she shivered at its' alien feeling. Rain, Rain. How long had she felt its' cool touch or its' thick heat as it fell? How long had it been since she stood in a jungle and listened to it raining?
There was a cabin ahead. She was so tired; her vision swam in and out of focus, and when she reached up to thump into the door, she leaned into it a moment, struggling to keep her strength. She didn't know what called to her, back to the living, but she was here now to answer it, even before reaching Yavin IV or anything else Jedi. Before even remembering to wash, or eat.
When the Force called, she had to answer.
@Forsythe Crowholde
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