Serie Fond
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- Mar 23, 2018
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Serie stood on the edge of the temple rooftop. It was fairly obvious she was upset, everything having come to a head quite quickly. One failure after another after another. She felt like one. She felt pathetic and worthless. Like no one wanted her, like no one needed her, all she wanted to do was disappear.
And it's be easy. It's just take one step. It wouldn't be hard at all. Just one step and let gravity do the work for you. Then it's just falling. Free fall then nothing. She had thought about death alot recently. What it really meant. That moment where your consciousness stops and what makes you, you, ceases to be and there's just nothing. It was haunting and calming at the same time. As it should be. She could do it if she wanted to.
Just let go. Just let it all end. Just stop the pain she felt. She wanted to so badly. She just wanted it to end. She wanted to be wanted. She wanted to he needed. She wanted someone that would actually genuinely care about her for her.
But she might never find that to be honest. So why keep fighting. Instead she could let it all end right here. And she would just disappear.
And it's be easy. It's just take one step. It wouldn't be hard at all. Just one step and let gravity do the work for you. Then it's just falling. Free fall then nothing. She had thought about death alot recently. What it really meant. That moment where your consciousness stops and what makes you, you, ceases to be and there's just nothing. It was haunting and calming at the same time. As it should be. She could do it if she wanted to.
Just let go. Just let it all end. Just stop the pain she felt. She wanted to so badly. She just wanted it to end. She wanted to be wanted. She wanted to he needed. She wanted someone that would actually genuinely care about her for her.
But she might never find that to be honest. So why keep fighting. Instead she could let it all end right here. And she would just disappear.