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Eyes rolling back into blinking lids, Cappi's fingers sank thereby dropping the beam; arms falling with a releasing sigh. The beam and other collected debris crashed with a billow of smoke that Cappi accidentally inhaled as it enveloped him, coughing and slashing his hand through the dust. He batted the polluted air away from his face as he turned around and headed back the direction he was sure he'd come from, though it was difficult to see. Aeryun's presence was his guiding light then, as moments later he stumbled out of the structure, almost taking a knee but for the refusal his pride clung to. Reaching Aeryun, he placed a hand onto her awaiting shoulder; conveying a range of emotions from humility to frustration to affection.
"I'm sorry," he coughed, head down.
It still was a difficult thing for him to say, even while avoiding eye contact. But after Wroona, those words were always close to the tip of his tongue. There were a lot of things he was apologizing for with that one statement, none of which he would go into however; save one.
"I let him get away," he thumbed back over his shoulder. "I shouldn't've..." he stopped himself at that, balling that hand into a fist. Aeryun undoubtedly would've asked him who or what he was talking about with words or even just a look. To which he would grouchily reply, "This Gand at the back of the warehouse. He was hurt. I think he's one of the operatives, but he wouldn't answer my questions." Then he added with regret, "I hurt him."
Then Cappi realized, remembering Aeryun had fished her own find out of the fires and he looked up at her with renewed optimism. In that look and the emotions leading up to it, Cappi blatantly demonstrated a severe sensitivity to failure. Though he was aware of it enough to be embarrassed by it, as it was not who he used to be. He used to ridicule people like that. But now he just could not fail.
"Was that it?" he pointed to the weakened operative beneath them. Then he looked back to the warehouse. "Were there others?"
"I'm sorry," he coughed, head down.
It still was a difficult thing for him to say, even while avoiding eye contact. But after Wroona, those words were always close to the tip of his tongue. There were a lot of things he was apologizing for with that one statement, none of which he would go into however; save one.
"I let him get away," he thumbed back over his shoulder. "I shouldn't've..." he stopped himself at that, balling that hand into a fist. Aeryun undoubtedly would've asked him who or what he was talking about with words or even just a look. To which he would grouchily reply, "This Gand at the back of the warehouse. He was hurt. I think he's one of the operatives, but he wouldn't answer my questions." Then he added with regret, "I hurt him."
Then Cappi realized, remembering Aeryun had fished her own find out of the fires and he looked up at her with renewed optimism. In that look and the emotions leading up to it, Cappi blatantly demonstrated a severe sensitivity to failure. Though he was aware of it enough to be embarrassed by it, as it was not who he used to be. He used to ridicule people like that. But now he just could not fail.
"Was that it?" he pointed to the weakened operative beneath them. Then he looked back to the warehouse. "Were there others?"