Asha
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- Joined
- Dec 15, 2018
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"She's just beginning to test her powers. The longer it takes to find her, the more dangerous she becomes."
— Kylo Ren
The coordinates did not lead to a home, as Asha suspected, or even to a temple nor a ruin of any sort. Instead, Asha found herself in the river lands, standing on the banks of the most beautiful waterfalls on Ifrane—perhaps in the entire galaxy. As a young girl, her mother had brought her many times. But, this time, she was not there to observe their natural beauty or to relax to the soothing sounds of water crashing below. She was here for answers. Answers this place supposedly held. Unfortunately, she hadn't the faintest idea where to begin.
Some part of her suspected that fear was clouding her mind too much to keep her from clearly seeing an answer or solution that was right in front of her face; but she had every reason to be afraid of herself after what happened earlier that day. Her power was growing. With every passing day, she was beginning to understand just how much of it lay at her fingertips. And, as she had seen yesterday, just running from it would not keep it hidden. It was finding a way out without her permission, and, if she did not find a way to reign it it, she was going to really hurt someone. And that was a thought she just could not bear.
"There's nothing here," she said, dismayed. "Just water... and mud. It's beautiful, but—" She gave Leah a half-hearted smile. "—beautiful isn't going to save the galaxy or restore the Jedi, is it?"
Talking to Leah reminded her again of her sin and, finally, she could not continue to avoid it in front of Leah any longer. The older woman had ever only tried to help. The least Asha could do to reward her is let her try... even if only just a little bit. "I am sorry for the way I have treated you." The confession came easier than she thought, and the rest flowed like the waterfalls around them. "I was scared—am scared—by what you represent. What you mean. You saw earlier what this power is capable of—what I am capable of. What if the next time it happens, it's somebody I care about who is hurt... or worse?" She pursed her lips and looked beyond Leah, where Ifrane's sun, Lewe, was setting. "I need help, but... I'm not convinced embracing that power and becoming a Jedi is the help I need."
She realized the admission that Leah would see it for. Even though she had known since the compound, she was now convinced without a shadow of a doubt that Leah's claims were true. She wasn't a Sith. The woman was a Jedi Knight. But, somehow, that realization did not bring the relief Asha thought it might. Only more fear and uncertainty. Ironically, she believed only Leah could abate those fears. Somehow. Someway. And, perhaps, they would find Imani Sage along the way... @Deviant