Midnight, Jedi Quarters
Looking forward he could see it. The death of his father once again. A memory it was, he knew this by now. It was a recurring dream he had seen over and over and over again. Drexus had been dealing with this problem for years, and he hadn't a clue how to work past it. The dream was vivid, he could smell the air the burned flesh, he could feel the life dissipate in an instant as his father's head fell off his shoulders. He see the look of pleasure in the now deceased Jedi Master who dealt the blow.
He watched in agony, the pain in his gut twisting. His heart beating ever so quickly, his tears falling slowly from his eyes as he stood in shock once again. He knew it was coming, but he still felt it as if it were the first time. Anytime he tried to look away he couldn't, nor could he move to stop it. He felt hopeless again, like nothing he could do would ever be enough.
Then the eyes of the Jedi all turned to him, in an eerie look. Like they were seeing an enemy of the Order. This.. this was new. He felt uneasy for the first time in his life. Kaisa began making her way to him and he couldn't move. His arms were suddenly in a T pose, and he was dropped to his knees. He looked up in shock, how was this happening? Kaisa raised her blade and swung it at his neck...
That was when he woke from his night terror in fast heavy gasps for air as he sat straight up. His right hand held his heart, it was beating faster than he ever felt before. "Fuck.." He swept his legs to the side of his bed and stood up out of bed. Grabbing a shirt and a set of pants he would get dressed and put on some boots right after. Walking over he'd grab a pack of cigs and step out of the room and walk to the courtyard and sit at the pavilion. As he leaned against the pavilion entrance he'd light his cig he pulled out, and just stare blankly into the dark. This was his cool down, for now..
He watched in agony, the pain in his gut twisting. His heart beating ever so quickly, his tears falling slowly from his eyes as he stood in shock once again. He knew it was coming, but he still felt it as if it were the first time. Anytime he tried to look away he couldn't, nor could he move to stop it. He felt hopeless again, like nothing he could do would ever be enough.
Then the eyes of the Jedi all turned to him, in an eerie look. Like they were seeing an enemy of the Order. This.. this was new. He felt uneasy for the first time in his life. Kaisa began making her way to him and he couldn't move. His arms were suddenly in a T pose, and he was dropped to his knees. He looked up in shock, how was this happening? Kaisa raised her blade and swung it at his neck...
That was when he woke from his night terror in fast heavy gasps for air as he sat straight up. His right hand held his heart, it was beating faster than he ever felt before. "Fuck.." He swept his legs to the side of his bed and stood up out of bed. Grabbing a shirt and a set of pants he would get dressed and put on some boots right after. Walking over he'd grab a pack of cigs and step out of the room and walk to the courtyard and sit at the pavilion. As he leaned against the pavilion entrance he'd light his cig he pulled out, and just stare blankly into the dark. This was his cool down, for now..