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The food had a certain dullness about it; just texture, no flavor, no color. Usually he would have sent it back, asked the chefs to add some spices to liven it a bit, but he didn't now. There wasn't any reason. All food was like this now, mush in his mouth. Dull mush, all of it. Ever since she'd gone.
Adelmar Eald VII, son of Adelmar Eald VI, Baron of the Eald family of the Tapani noble House Calipsa, sighed and placed another bite in his mouth. It was no doubt one of the finest dishes the passenger liner's chefs could conceivably whip up, probably superb in every respect, yet it held no value to him. He could only smile sadly at the waiter and deliver his thanks.
He flipped a page on the small book he was reading, acquired from a small shop in Galactic City before he'd boarded the liner bound for Empress Teta. The Jedi--Things You Should Know was its title, so incredibly banal he'd had to purchase it. Banal was good, banal was easy and predictable. He needed easy and predictable. He'd hardly managed to hold himself together this long, and imagined any surprises would tear him apart for good.
He glanced around the ship's little diner. It wasn't lavish, but it was nice. Numb though he may have been, Adelmar still managed to appreciate the realism of the people around him. Not arrogant Tapani nobles, but real people who did real things. It was refreshing. Melody would have loved it.
And there it was. The pain, the gaping wound inside his chest. He dropped his fork and placed his hands on his temples, gently massaging and trying desperately to keep down the sobs that threatened to push through his thin facade of a defense. It took him minutes, but he won the battle eventually. How much longer his resolve would last, Adelmar had no idea.
He picked his fork back up and resumed eating.
Adelmar Eald VII, son of Adelmar Eald VI, Baron of the Eald family of the Tapani noble House Calipsa, sighed and placed another bite in his mouth. It was no doubt one of the finest dishes the passenger liner's chefs could conceivably whip up, probably superb in every respect, yet it held no value to him. He could only smile sadly at the waiter and deliver his thanks.
He flipped a page on the small book he was reading, acquired from a small shop in Galactic City before he'd boarded the liner bound for Empress Teta. The Jedi--Things You Should Know was its title, so incredibly banal he'd had to purchase it. Banal was good, banal was easy and predictable. He needed easy and predictable. He'd hardly managed to hold himself together this long, and imagined any surprises would tear him apart for good.
He glanced around the ship's little diner. It wasn't lavish, but it was nice. Numb though he may have been, Adelmar still managed to appreciate the realism of the people around him. Not arrogant Tapani nobles, but real people who did real things. It was refreshing. Melody would have loved it.
And there it was. The pain, the gaping wound inside his chest. He dropped his fork and placed his hands on his temples, gently massaging and trying desperately to keep down the sobs that threatened to push through his thin facade of a defense. It took him minutes, but he won the battle eventually. How much longer his resolve would last, Adelmar had no idea.
He picked his fork back up and resumed eating.