Steel sliced up his torso and plunged deep into his chest. He had prepared himself, readied his mind and heart, but the lance impaled him deeper and more ruthlessly than expected. Doctor Morata has always been more lethal than she looked. Blood felt like it was pouring from the gaping wounds, life leaving him. Corran leans forward on the counter to support himself, his shoulders rising and back arching like dark and terrible gargoyle wings. The was someone else. Her added details were useless. Ilana was a beautiful, ethereal being. Intelligent and witty. If what Amariel said was true, she was Ilana's better. Any person in the galaxy would love her. That was a cardinal truth to the disemboweled man.
He saw the frustration come alight, confused or annoyed. There was no way the Arkanian could be so blind. Corran's back shuddered heavily as he finally rose in defiance; his brow furrowed. "Why? Because - Because you look like her! You talk like her! You sound just like her! Your expressions, your movements, your gentleness with our child!" The man pressed his knuckles against the granite. "Don't you get it? She was my first love! Every time I was away I dreamed of her! My happiest memories, between the chaos of the galaxy, were of her!" He grew silent for a moment, his energy failing. A shaky inhale finally allowed him to complete his will, "I never got to say good bye to her. Not... not even good bye." Corran hunched over again, shadowing his face. A single tear, imperceptible until it dropped, impacted the counter. These were not the words of a man begging or pleading for a second chance. To be taken back out of sympathy or remorse. These were the last confessions. A man was dying.
Silence gripped the atmosphere. There were no sobs. No cries. No hate. Only anguish. A great torment enshrouded his very aura. Corran finally rose back to his full height, eyes dry, but disconsolate. After what he had said, was there anything left? Perhaps only shame. His gaze lingered on the woman who wasn't Ilana, wishing it was all a nightmare. Residue from the Sith toxic giving the Ranger one final fear. But this was real. Something he'd never wake up from. Sky-blue eyes wordlessly drifted to look over his shoulder to where Silvi had been hurried away. "Can I say good night to my daughter?" Corran asked, his voice weak and ragged.
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He saw the frustration come alight, confused or annoyed. There was no way the Arkanian could be so blind. Corran's back shuddered heavily as he finally rose in defiance; his brow furrowed. "Why? Because - Because you look like her! You talk like her! You sound just like her! Your expressions, your movements, your gentleness with our child!" The man pressed his knuckles against the granite. "Don't you get it? She was my first love! Every time I was away I dreamed of her! My happiest memories, between the chaos of the galaxy, were of her!" He grew silent for a moment, his energy failing. A shaky inhale finally allowed him to complete his will, "I never got to say good bye to her. Not... not even good bye." Corran hunched over again, shadowing his face. A single tear, imperceptible until it dropped, impacted the counter. These were not the words of a man begging or pleading for a second chance. To be taken back out of sympathy or remorse. These were the last confessions. A man was dying.
Silence gripped the atmosphere. There were no sobs. No cries. No hate. Only anguish. A great torment enshrouded his very aura. Corran finally rose back to his full height, eyes dry, but disconsolate. After what he had said, was there anything left? Perhaps only shame. His gaze lingered on the woman who wasn't Ilana, wishing it was all a nightmare. Residue from the Sith toxic giving the Ranger one final fear. But this was real. Something he'd never wake up from. Sky-blue eyes wordlessly drifted to look over his shoulder to where Silvi had been hurried away. "Can I say good night to my daughter?" Corran asked, his voice weak and ragged.
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