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This was utterly foreign for Slars. He'd spent most of his life trusting his own judgment above anyone else's. This was a side of him he'd shoved down deep inside under thick layers of anger, paranoia, distrust, and fear. He was a Trandoshan, a hunter, some kind of bestial freak to half the galaxy, and to his supporters an alpha male with utter disregard for petty emotional concerns. Destroying the Force was what he cared about, a quest of vengeance that, now, he realized, was perhaps just as fueled by anger as any Sith. It'd never left him whole...just scared. Though he was in his 30's, he'd never truly grown up.
He found himself on the edge of tears again even as she lay there. He hadn't had this insight in years...and he hadn't felt compassionate about anything since childhood.
But before he burst out in them again, there was something more he had to say.
"That is...if you'll have me, mate...I lost it, I just kriffing lost it...kind of in the genes I guess...but it won't happen again, I promise. I know it sounds stupid and all, I know you're thinking I'm just some, some monster...but...I'm sorry, Bria..."
He found himself on the edge of tears again even as she lay there. He hadn't had this insight in years...and he hadn't felt compassionate about anything since childhood.
But before he burst out in them again, there was something more he had to say.
"That is...if you'll have me, mate...I lost it, I just kriffing lost it...kind of in the genes I guess...but it won't happen again, I promise. I know it sounds stupid and all, I know you're thinking I'm just some, some monster...but...I'm sorry, Bria..."