What Gazes Back

Nakoa Singh

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Unmoving inside a custom meditation chamber meant solely for their own use, Irirangi began his process. They floated in a cross-legged pose within a room filled with water taken from a certain area of the Wrean Depths. It swirled languidly around them in response to their delving into the Force. Sensory deprivation bafflers removed ambient sound and light from the immediate environment, leaving only Nakoa and his thoughts, the water, and the beating sound of blood in his veins.

Searching inward was a vital, core skill for a shaman of Nakoa's kind. Every aspect of it was taught from a very young age. Understanding the self, at its deepest and most intimate. No stone unturned, no waters unrevealed to senses turned inward. He had to understand each muscle fiber, every solitary nerve, and vein, what thought and action stimulated and stifled the beat of his heart. Such techniques formed the center of everything, serving as the foundation by which Nakoa built ever broader and climbed endlessly higher.

Earth to heaven, horizon to horizon. So to speak. Many Sith, uncomplicated contrarians as they often could be, commonly believed 'balance' was a concept of the Jedi and had no place in their own methods. What possible purpose could rumination serve? What of understanding or patience? Just take what one wants, take what one pleases. It's tradition! Surely it can't be wrong?

Ideas communicated unironically from beneath the cold, dead ashes of ten thousand failures. Echoes from millennia of self-inflicted destruction. Their own stale, rotting blood in the water was cut quickly from stagnant bodies as if to bleed away the mistakes that made them who they are. They were, all of them, drowning in it. Choking on pride they force-fed one another until there was nothing left but bloated corpses. Only to start anew all over again.

Yet it was the cunning, the intelligent, the adaptive who thrived. Patience was the key, thrown in the face of the 'traditional' Sith. "Evolve or Die", the Shadow decreed. Most seemed content with the latter. Nakoa's thoughts turned more specifically to Sith- and former Sith- of recent times.

Some thrive with patience and cunning to match their might, spreading mayhem no doubt in service to some grander plan. Some a torrent of feeling and violence, a storm, ripping forward until at last they found an end against a greater source of violence. Still others blazed with passion, warming some and burning others away, entirely unpredictable until the very moment that flame went out and they themselves fell to ash. And yet more, the young and the new, who yet still walked paths of their own as of yet undetermined. Quick bloomers with power like an explosion, the might and will to move the galaxy. Deep-rooted trees none would notice until the shade of their branches covered them all.

Pieces of inspiration for Nakoa's constantly evolving philosophy and understanding of the Force, though certainly not the only source. The Wrean wondered if Raze was the type for philosophical debate. Most Sith gave immensely boring answers. He imagined what that odd situation might look like. The Wraith Lord, seated at a wooden table, politely sipping tea served by some abomination with seven arms and teeth like daggers and discussing with some mercenary scholar the nature of a Sith. Somehow he suspected the Dark Lord wouldn't appreciate Nakoa's more tongue-in-cheek views on it all. Singh chuckled dryly to himself at that line of thought before dragging his things back into order. He'd be more than happy to discuss these subjects with Arla next they met in their busy schedules.

Irirangi, now refocused, slipped down further into the cold waters of the Current.
 

Nakoa Singh

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Profound understanding wasn't the only purpose behind absolute inspection of oneself. Actualization of will was the primary use of the Force, and such will could crack or fail when neglected like any other tool. The finer the tool, or the greater the burden it was meant and made to carry, the more likely this was. To look inward was to understand oneself, yes. Their aspiration and inspirations both, their beliefs, and their nature.

This was just the beginning. To master the self was the path to wisdom, to true power. It was the key to looking beyond the self with clear eyes, to mastering others who live their entire lives with the idea of what they truly are. Most importantly, however, it was the cardinal anchor to look through the self and peer beyond the Veil. Without this grounding, a connection to spirits was an overwhelming thing that could easily drive a being mad. Worse when one looked intentionally. More dangerous still, when one took even a single step at the border of the material and set eyes on lands beyond the material, beyond crude matter.

The majority of genuine shamans, even from disparate and far-away cultures, could do this to some degree or other. Their connection to the Other was inherent, just like their innate talent for 'magic'. They served as a bridge of sorts, a medium between where they were and the place that called to their spirit. A place where ancestors and the like passed to and spoke from after death, that they might influence the living. And yet, still.

It wasn't only the dead that inhabited the places beyond the Veil. There lived true spirits. Some were aspects of material life, others strange and new. Some things called deities lived there. Some, perhaps, had always been. And much like the material plane, there were truly Dark places. Zones of black, with forms of being alien and oft anathema to those out in the galaxy. Here, there were monsters. True monsters, some said.

Irirangi called them demons. Spirits they were, of course, like all beyond the Veil. The Wrean was more practiced now with their connections through the Force, both inherent and self-cultivated. More practiced in finding and isolating wandering souls. That's why they were certain. Certain that like the rest, when Irirangi spoke, demons would listen.

They swam down yet further, into and through themselves along the currents of being that flowed all around them. Through the subconscious, where such base things as fear, joy, hatred, and love did dwell. Deeper still, far beyond ego and traveling through id. Their thoughts and feelings folded into themself, into the Current of the Force as all material sensation slowly slipped away until even their living heartbeat was only a passive sound just shy of being outside the range of hearing.

And so Irirangi beheld the Veil.
 
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