It was a long time in coming, really.
Crix had spent almost every waking moment he had at his mom’s side since leaving Sullust and even some of his sleep had been had at her side. He didn’t even know how long it had been but it didn’t matter; what mattered was that it had taken that long for him to gather himself well enough to continue, to keep moving.
And he had a goal to keep moving towards, three of them in fact. The secondary goals were easier to focus on; he wanted to pick up his friends and get them to the Jedi for one, learning to use the Force himself being the second.
Learning to use the Force tied into his primary goal though.
The Force had been used, twisted and perverted, to break his mom and he knew, deep down, that it was probably only possible to help her through the Force. So he left her side and he waited. Talak only came to visit his mom when Crix wasn’t there, to be alone with her. He understood it and he respected it but he needed to abuse that today.
When Talak left Trys’ room, Crix marched up to the older man. He didn’t exactly think he looked like much, a teenager who had gone without more than a few hours sleep for weeks at this point, but he didn’t let it stop him. Instead he stood right in front of Talak and stared him dead in the eyes with an intensity that probably already bordered on obsessive.
“Teach me the ways of the Force.”
He had nearly asked for him to teach him the ways of the Jedi but… but he would not close a door that could help him, help his mom, in the future. Crix hated the Dark Side, the Sith, for what they had done to his mom but he couldn’t afford to cut off any route that might help her. He continued to stare at Talak after his demand and he felt a crack running through himself even as he did so. The emotion bubbling up until he couldn’t help but speak again.
“Please… I need this.”
@Phoenix