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Phiro sat outside where he was instructed to wait for his new master. He hadn't been told whom it would be, just that someone would be arriving. He couldn't help but feel, changed. The day he'd started chasing his brother, he'd been so full of hope, optimism, pride. But it had soured. He'd felt himself withdrawn from the other students here. He'd fought alongside soldiers against the Sith, and then, battled his twin to keep him from becoming a Force Scion. He'd worked so hard to try and bring his brother back, only to discover that he truly belonged with his heritage. Their heritage. The Mandalorian people. But Phiro also knew that he had to stay with the Jedi Order, to continue fighting the good fight. At least, that's what he told himself. But at times, it seemed like he was getting nowhere. Men had been slaughtered by the Sith, and his group of companions for the trip, John Sarton, Destro and Blake, his brother, were all elsewhere. And none here could relate to Phiro, he thought. None here had gone through what he did to try and save his brother, fight at the temple. It seemed like no matter how hard he fought he was losing ground. And now, with the Jedi on the run from the Sith, it seemed hopeless. Like they'd had victory in their grasp and let it slip. He couldn't help but think that if he'd managed to convince his brother to return, to fight alongside the Jedi to restore the Order, that they could have done it.
But that was not to be. He'd already been hearing news of the Mandalorian Clans. And while Phiro had desperately wanted to aid Draconis, he knew he could not. He smiled as he remembered Destro stopping by and talking to him about it. Crazed man he was, but stupid he wasn't. By all accounts insane, but somehow his insanity being his greatest strength. He wondered how it was possible. How all of this, any of this is possible.
But he also wondered as to why he should keep fighting when they'd lost. Coruscant was gone. His heritage would soon follow. His only brother would die. And everything that he'd fought so hard to protect would now whither away. He felt a twinge of anger, of rage. But also, something else. It was almost like an animal that dwelled deep inside. It craved release, to attack savagely, to bring it's enemies to their knees. He'd let it slip on Coruscant, and was amazed at how the beast knew how to fight. Draconis called it his inner verde seeking release. Saying his heritage and bloodline craved the battle. But Phiro had managed to keep it in check, to make peace with it over time, how they both wanted to use their skills to protect the weak. To guide those who needed guidance.
And yet now..... he felt more lost than he'd ever has been before.
But that was not to be. He'd already been hearing news of the Mandalorian Clans. And while Phiro had desperately wanted to aid Draconis, he knew he could not. He smiled as he remembered Destro stopping by and talking to him about it. Crazed man he was, but stupid he wasn't. By all accounts insane, but somehow his insanity being his greatest strength. He wondered how it was possible. How all of this, any of this is possible.
But he also wondered as to why he should keep fighting when they'd lost. Coruscant was gone. His heritage would soon follow. His only brother would die. And everything that he'd fought so hard to protect would now whither away. He felt a twinge of anger, of rage. But also, something else. It was almost like an animal that dwelled deep inside. It craved release, to attack savagely, to bring it's enemies to their knees. He'd let it slip on Coruscant, and was amazed at how the beast knew how to fight. Draconis called it his inner verde seeking release. Saying his heritage and bloodline craved the battle. But Phiro had managed to keep it in check, to make peace with it over time, how they both wanted to use their skills to protect the weak. To guide those who needed guidance.
And yet now..... he felt more lost than he'd ever has been before.