Xzaien's Ponderings...

Xzaien

The Dark Jedi
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[This is written in the first person]

"I have pondered many things over my lifetime, many of them not worthy of writing down. Nevertheless I believe I do have some interesting ideas and questions about the current state of affairs and the like, however some may be yet controversial and backward I still wholeheartedly believe them."

Am I Sith?

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"I have asked myself this question many thousands of times over my life, ever since I was trapped in that cave. I use the darkside, it permeates. I can even see the effects of its use on my face, but what am I really? I hold no allegiance to the Sith Empire, or this Galactic Alliance, but now I believe I have the answer I have been looking for all this time. "

"Sith is a Species, not an organisation. Despite what the Old Empire's force sensitives want to call themselves, the ones who aren't pure-blooded Sith are /NOT/ Sith. Indeed, they follow the same philosophies and beliefs as they do but their entire myriad of beliefs have been corrupted over the years. The Dark Jedi of old simply wanted to practice Bogan alongside Ashla in peace, but the old Jedi refused to allow this. This Sith Order has lost its way, fighting each-other more than using their combined power to crush the Alliance, a symptom of a dying civilization."

I am not Sith, I am a Dark Jedi.
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"A Dark Jedi is a being, who is fundamentally a practitioner of the Dark Side of the Force, who takes opportunities that can directly benefit him or her without allowing their lust for blood to get in the way of things. Whom chooses no one side, who desires unity, who desires a united front against their foes without the vices of backstabbing, and plotting."


"Now what of the Galactic Alliance? Who are they?"

"As far as I know, they are the largest group of Rebels who took advantage of the now shattered Sith Empire and began a war of Guerrilla Tactics and hit and run ventures into Sith Space, proclaiming themselves the beginning of a new galactic era, of freedom and peace. Admirable, I fully believe that the treatment of my people as well as other Aliens inside of Sith and Imperial Republic space is downright sad and awful. I know thoroughly that those inside of Galactic Alliance space, live simple, yet prosperous lives far away from the political infighting of the Imperial Republic and Sith Empire. However, one gear is in the works however. The inclusion of Jedi remnants into the High Echelons of their governments, and I HATE. The Jedi. The Jedi lack the foresight, their fear of the unknown is what corrupts their order to the core that is what lead to the return of the Sith from Unknown Space and solidified the Old Republics downfall. I do hope they learn from their mistakes. As I seek no quarrel despite my opinion on them."
"What of the Imperial Republic?"

"The Imperial Republic, is a failure so great that it indeed shakes the tapestries of time to this day. The ultimate evolution of the Republic brought on by the Sith Empire's expansion and then total annexation. The Republic before the annexation was weak, and fleeting compared even to the Hutt Cartels. Thanks to the Jedi, they feared the worst and kept pushing and pushing against a complacent Senate. Only when the Sith Empire destroyed the Republic, then promptly rebuilt it under Andraste did the Republic find a new meaning. However over the years it too began complacent and idle, forgetting to unify itself to any outside threat. Just a few years ago did a Sith Lord take trillions of followers and declare succession. Starting this, horrid civil war that ravages known space. Brother against Brother, Sith Lord against Sith Lord. As I predicted."
"The Old Empire?"

"The Self Proclaimed successor to the Sith of Old, by a Single Sith Lord. I believe that this was simply a way for a massive power grab, a way to steal power from the Imperial Republic. In every which way, they hold the ideals of the Ancient Sith to almost a crude copy. Simply existing because their leader wanted them to exist. The only advantage they may hold are constant recruits from the Imperial Republic who defected. Otherwise, they only exacerbate the problem the Ancient Sith and now present Sith hold dear. Disunity."

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"On myself, Xzaien"

"I am, and always will be. I do not seek fame or riches, love or admiration. I seek only a single thing. The beginning of a new age for the Galaxy. One of peace and power. A ideal to die for."

"Many people do not see a wise Cathar, they see a short, shy house-cat. In need of protection and care. Underestimated always by my peers and enemies. I can see that, and it has worked to my advantage many of times in the past. I dislike it. I am proud, have a amazingly volatile temper, and a extremely short patience. Vices that I want gone yet make me who I am."

"I was born on the planet of Medriaas. Yes, a world that is unknown to the rest of the Galaxy because its whole point, was to be secret. It was, a paradise from what I know, rolling fields of grass, and a very mild climate. However, I have not been back in many years ever since my Adoptive Father found me, cold and alone. I have many good memories of my adoptive Mother and Father, My father always showed me the correct path even though they may be wrong in the eyes of the Sith, my mother helped with my beginnings in Sith Alchemy and lightning. When my Father was murdered I saw a new time of hardship. I was trapped in the cave by this Sith Crusader for four years. Four long years, alone. You would think I would have gone insane, or lost my mind. But I didn't, I used that time to attempt many experiments with the force. I learned many things just by destroying rocks and carving hallways. I was found however, by four smugglers a group of four good people. Stary eyed, and fresh off in the Adventuring business. They still are my friends, and followers. All of them, good hearted and well meaning in their own right. The Mandalorian, The Spy, The Disgraced Agent, The Huntress.
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