Lyra was in awe at the device, watching as Wyck appeared and the Light that emitted from the device was warming and welcoming. She was transfixed, unable to pull away as he begun to speak about the Jedi, she didn't even notice the pieces that gently floated around her, tying within her connection to the Force and finding the small slivers of light that may have been tucked deep inside the young sith and away from the terrifying chaos of the galaxy and the darkside. Chaos, yet harmony was one line from code that stuck with the girl and their views of the darkside were enlightening.
All of her senses were pulled into the device unable to notice that Emryc was done and on his way to his room when she felt her body violently jerk and slammed into the wall. She was not processing what was happening, instinct told her to fight back, but she could feel herself being held against the wall by her throat, there was no fight, there was only survival as she clawed at the invisible hand that was crushing her windpipe. Lyra dug at her throat as she saw Emryc standing there, she hardly recognized him, the darkside overtaking his features, his eyes were animalistic and Lyra was certain she would die by his hand.
Panic ripped through her body, her muscles suddenly stung from the lack of air and she was unable to see clearly; first came the spots, and then her vision begun to narrow, Emryc still stood there, his yellow eyes brightly stood out against the oncoming darkness. The Light from the holocron protested and reached out to her, offering her a choice to which the darkside never had given her: peace.
But Emryc spoke and released her.
No longer did she hear the call of the Light.
Once more it had rejected her.
Lyra laid where she had fallen, coughing and gasping as her vision slowly returned. Her fingers dug into the durasteel floor until her nails broke as she looked to grasp some control over anything. The chill of the darkside was numbing and it fell over Lyra heavily reminding her of her place and her moment of weakness. Emryc did not need to repeat himself, she knew what he meant by repenting, she was realizing what she had done. Her gaze went from his yellow eyes to the holocron and then to the whip.
She could barely hold herself up as she crawled on her hands and knees to his bag and shakily pulled out the whip. Her eyes teared up from the shame she had felt, but this made Emryc stronger. It should make her stronger, shouldn't it?
The acolyte pulled her tunic over her head and dropped it on the ground in front of her, she felt incredibly vulernable and exposed and it felt like it was not just Emryc standing there watching her, but every man from her past who made her feel in such a manner was there to watch her also. She had no gods to watch over her like they did Emryc, there was only herself, her shame and the ghosts from her past.
Lyra held the whip with two hands, taking in a deep breath and then snapped it over her back, the blades catching her skin as she pulled it away. The pain was unbearable as she fell onto her hands, she couldn't even find a scream as the air was sucked from her lungs. She could feel the coolness of the blood as it dripped down her back and Lyra would snap it again, this time letting out a wailed in her agony.
@Sreeya