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"Death is not the end. Only when a person is forgotten will they truely die in the eyes of the universe."
-Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje-
Entry 00001
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
Mariellisent was in labor for most of the day, but it's finally over. The doctors thought they might lose the mother, but I 'persuaded' them that losing my dear wife was not an option. In the end, it all worked out. Our daughter was born healthy and my wife, oh my dear Marie, is a little weak but she'll survive. I thank my lucky stars nothing went wrong.
Marie wanted to hold our daughter in her arms immediately after birth. She was a bit weak, so I had to help give support to our darling baby. Our precious daughter was so adorable, I found myself crying, a rare event for me.
Marie and I had discussed names a week ago and now we get to put our final choice into action. My daughter -our daughter- shall be named Lastrollenta Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje.
Entry 00002
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
Everything's looking good so far. Lastrollenta has been check over and no abnormalities have been detected. Marie has gaining her energy back. I'm so relieved. She's even had the energy to feed 'Roll.
The Jedi Order came earlier today, confirming that she's Force sensitive. They asked Marie and I if we wanted to send our daughter when she grew up to train at the Jedi Temple. We decided to deny their request. We shall be the ones to raise her, not some hypocritical monks.
I've already contacted the Grand Master and received permission for an extended leave. I'll spend a few months raising Roll and keeping an eye on Marie. The pregnancy took a lot out of her.
Entry 00057
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
Roll has impressed us again. In just nine months, she's begun walking already. Mari and I were so proud. We can already tell she's going to be a bright and hardworking child one day.
On other news, Marie hasn't been feeling well. I hope she gets better soon.
Entry 00063
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
Roll had a blast at her first birthday party. We let her have cake. She gave just the cutest smirk when she bit her first chunk of the white fluff. She had a few of her friends over, though most were more interested in making a mess on their plates than celebrate the anniversary of Roll's birth. Those imputent little... I guess I can't blame them. They're still babies. Half of them still can't walk yet.
Roll's favorite toy was a plastic lightsaber. She loved it! She swung it like I do. I think she probably watches me when I practice with my lightsaber. So observant, my precious little girl.
Marie was very sat she wasn't able to attend Roll's birthday party herself. Ever since last month, she's been bedridden. The doctors say her illness has been taking its toll. They say there's a high chance Roll may have it herself. If there's a god, please, don't take away my wife and child.
Entry 00064
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
The unimaginable has happened. Last night, Marie passed away. She fought and fought, but she was no match against the disease. I pray that Roll doesn't have to experience this herself. I don't think I could bare see someone else go through it again.
Roll keeps on asking where "Mama" is. I tried to explain to her that Marie is gone, but she just gets angry at me and denies it.
I invited one of her friend over, so that I could make funeral arrangements, but Roll was just so agressive. She hit that poor boy in the head with her plastic lightsaber. I had never heard a little boy cry so hard in my life.
Roll, this journal is for you to read later. For when you do, you'll probably have forgotten your mother's face. I've attached a picture of her for you.
Entry 00071
Jalil Uquiador
Dezmonariero procrasinated but he finally returned to the Jedi Order. It must be hard on him, having lost Mariellisent two months ago. He seems less... happy than he was before. And he's not the only one. Bordeaux is bitter too. She refuses to play with friends anymore and she barely gives me any notice, her own godmother!
Bordeaux seems to have finally accepted that her mother is dead. I hope that she gets over it. It's sad to see a little girl depressed. Maybe the Jedi Order would be good for her after all.
Entry 00096
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
How dare Jalil do that! Roll is my child! She has no right to send Roll off to the Jedi Order. And the Jedi. Those cowards. Those hypocritical monks! How dare they raise my two year old daughter for a month and not tell me!
Some good has come out of it. Under the tutilage of the Jedi, Roll has compartmentalized her emotions. She no longer grieves for Marie. She's less agressive, so I can't really complain. However, it's almost as if all the emotions are out of her. She rarely shows an expressions on her face.
The Jedi will pay for stealing my daughter's smile.
Entry 00218
Chi-Tao Salvich
Ever since Jalil Uquiador brought Lastrollenta Nnitrilyaje to the Jedi Order, Lastrollenta has shown good progress. She has proficiency with a lightsaber; no surprise, considering Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje is her father. She's strong too. The boys had a wrestling tournament and she won.
Lastrollenta enjoys the game hide-and-seek. She's really good at it. Several of us teachers think she might be unconsciously utilizing Force Concealment or Force Cloak. She might be using Force Sense.
Dezmonariero visited his daughter yesterday. He tried to talk her out of being in the Jedi Order but Lastrollenta refused. I don't see why she would want to leave. She's getting a decent education, a place to live and eat, and she's able to be around kids her age, though I wish she was more playful. She's a bit cold-faced, showing little emotion. I should probably have the shrink check that out.
Entry 00859
Jalil Uquiador
I know Dez told me not to visit Bordeaux ever since I submitted her to the Jedi Order, but I couldn't resist visiting my godchild. It's been, what, ten years. One of her instructors, Chi-Tao, a Twi'lek, says she'll be ready for apprenticeship next month. I feel so proud of Bordeaux.
Dezmonariero has been busy lately. Tensions between the Republic and Alsakans has risen. War might break out. Dez says there are rumors that Edo Tesu is a double agent for the Alsakans. Could this be true? When I asked Chi-Tao, she said she didn't know what I was talking about.
Entry 00862
Chi-Tao Salvich
The worst has happened. It appears as though war is unavoidable. The Alsakans are accusing us of assassinating our Vicar. The Grand Maste would never do that! Wait, that woman Jalil asked about Edo Tesu being a double agent. He's been acting strangely lately. Could it be that Edo Tesu is deceiving both sides?!
Regardless of who is at fault, many parents are demanding that their children leave the Jedi Order, not wanting to be sent to the slaughterhouse called war. I don't blame them. If I had a child, I certainly wouldn't want to send mine into a battle. Not surprisingly, Dezmonariero forced his daughter to leave the Jedi Order. However, he still remains a member. And he calls us hypocritical?
Entry 01021
Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje
I have decided to leave the Jedi Order and join the Ospion Guardians. They are our only hope to truely win this war against the Alsakans. I had hoped Roll would join me but she has decided not to. I think she's giving up being a Jedi Knight or a Force user at all.
Entry 01428
Jalil Uquiador
Thank the stars the Alsakan Crisis is finally over. Bordeaux has been living with me, ever since Dez took her out of the Jedi Order. I think she's grown interested in my line of work, security consultation. She's really good at finding flaws in security and good at persuading people, so I think she'll do a good job at it.
Entry 04007
Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje
Aunt Jalil is dead. Those damned pirated killed her. Why. Why didn't the Jedi protect her? They promised to keep her safe and now she's dead! Even worse, the Jedi detail that went with her are still alive, unharmed. Those damn cowards! Father was right to not trust the Jedi. Maybe this is why he desperately wanted me to leave the Jedi Order.
I will never let the Jedi get away with this. I've been hired by DICE as a security consultant, like Aunt Jalil. DICE does business in Hutt space so maybe my work will result in a few Jedi dying.
My father visited me again. He wished for me to join the Bogan. Yes, it would bring me into direct contact with Jedi to kill but I've had enough of the Force. Enough the Jedi or Bogan. I've had enough of you, father!
Entry 04291
Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje
While doing a job on Svivren, I encountered a Lamia named Sakaki Uchiwa. He told me about Luminado, an organization that trains Force users and non-Force users. I've decided to join. Maybe I'll learn something.
Sakaki showed me their base, giving a tour. I learned that Sakaki develops new types of lightsabers. He conned me into trying his prototypes, a hybrid between a bayonetsaber and a machine gun. It was amazing. In exchange for constant feedback and check-ups, Sakaki agreed to let me have them. I've attached a file of me and my new weapons.
Entry 04320
Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje
I had a Force vision today. I omnipresently watched an encounter between my father and some Jedi. Unfortunately, the vision ended before I could witness the outcome.
Later, I learned that Ando Prime, the location of the (former) Bogan headquarters, had been attacked by the Republic's 15th Fleet. My father, Dezmonariero Nnitrilyaje, had perished in the battle.
Entry 04321
Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje
After some investigations, I've learned the identity of the Jedi who killed my father! Comparing the person I saw in the vision with the database Luminado had, I found a match: Councilor Haar. The Councilor was considered really powerful but I will kill him. He can be certain: he will die.
Entry 04325
Bordeaux Nnitrilyaje
Haar is dead. However, not by my hands. A Dark Jedi killed Haar. I feel so pissed. If I can't have my revenge on Haar, I'll find someone else.
Apparently there was someone who witnessed the duel between Haar and the Dark Jedi, a woman named Taecelle. I'll find her, torture for info on the Dark Jedi so I can hunt him down, and then kill her.
Ready or not, here I come...
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