- Joined
- May 29, 2018
- Messages
- 25
- Reaction score
- 24
So, I’m leaving. I guess you could tell that by the title though.
Not that it matters. I’ve only been here for three weeks, and most of you avoid me like the I’m the plague. And that’s why I’m going. It’s become clear to me that I don’t really vibe with your group, or mesh with you guys, or what have you.
Between the struggle to get any sort of meaningful threads going, the lack of any form of engagement even on Discord server, and the engagement I do get generally being luke-warm at best (like being accused of fishing for compliments, when I’m just trying to figure out what it is about my writing that turns people off from RPing with me), I’ve found that I’m growing increasingly frustrated with this place, in a way I haven’t experienced with an RP forum before.
And this is supposed to be fun.
But I accept that this is my fault. I put the wrong foot forward, made bad jokes, and generally just didn’t contribute much to the conversations being had by my fellow members. If the things I say are largely ignored, then it’s because I made myself not fit in here, and that’s fine.
That isn’t to say there haven’t been any good parts of being here. Before I go, I do want to thank Gaba and Sreeya for trying to involve me more in their circle. Same goes to Lizzie, and of course Lilith.
And I want to apologize to the thread partners I do have. I know I’m leaving you hanging. And that one is on me.
I hope this place is fruitful for the rest of you.
-Vicc