Gambler
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"I-I consider myself above no one. I don't even know who I am. Everything in life is a shield. Everything. I don't care if someone is stronger than me. I don't care if they are weaker. I just need to become a Jedi. You don't understand--heh, I don't even understand--but I have to. Something unresolved. Something unsettled. I need to become a Jedi. I need to know who I was and what happened to me. Do you understand this urge? Do you truly know what I mean? Have you ever lost everything you held dear? Have you ever felt like you are on the right path but are haunted by memories you can't even make out? Everything I was was stripped away from me. What would you do in my shoes? Put up a shield to protect yourself from those who prey on the weak or submit to their biased judgement and receive suffering and pain for something you don't have any idea what it was. Can you truly understand this? Understand me? Do you truly know who I am and why I do what I do?" Ash asked in a pained whisper. His hollow words were accompanied by a look of true pain and a pale, haunted cast tainted his skin.