Its a really hard subject to grasp. To know that your NEVER going to see that person again is just surreal. Like...never. All the good times you had with them are just memories now, nothing else remains. Nothing at all.
Prison takes everything away from you. You are nothing. Your name means nothing. What you used to do makes little to no difference. Your features don't matter, your personality, nothing. You are just inmate # whatever.
Every day is a struggle. 4 walls, bars, people that want to kill you, some want to rape you, its just a horrible way to live out the rest of your days.
My friend is never going to see the outside of those walls. Thats really ****ed up. Really ****ed up. I don't know what to feel. There's just...confusion and emptiness. I'm shocked. Lots of emotions are going through me right now. Has anyone else had to go through a similar situation?
And you want to know the worst part about it?
He's only 28
Prison takes everything away from you. You are nothing. Your name means nothing. What you used to do makes little to no difference. Your features don't matter, your personality, nothing. You are just inmate # whatever.
Every day is a struggle. 4 walls, bars, people that want to kill you, some want to rape you, its just a horrible way to live out the rest of your days.
My friend is never going to see the outside of those walls. Thats really ****ed up. Really ****ed up. I don't know what to feel. There's just...confusion and emptiness. I'm shocked. Lots of emotions are going through me right now. Has anyone else had to go through a similar situation?
And you want to know the worst part about it?
He's only 28