His fingers ran over the datapad in his hands as he finished the idea he had for his final lightsaber. While the one he had on his hip now was much akin to most he felt it in his bones. It wasn't what called to him, it was strange to him. How the force knew him better than he knew himself at time and whispered it's advices, admonishments and other little things to him but he'd become rather adept at filtering out the useless from the useful. "From Wisdom flows control, from control, strength, from strength, victory." He said to himself as his own mantra of cold rage that he'd deferred from the many texts he'd gotten his hands on in the academy. His hope at least to stave off any mental corruption that the dark side might decide to throw his way down the road. Though it did leave his emotions a little distant at times he still felt them he just didn't want them to interfere with his mind, hence he tried to make the path of cold rage to keep more discipline over himself.
Sith were all about control and their passions after all and he wanted to be in control of himself while he sought out his passion for knowledge. Be it esoteric or otherwise. His time at the academy had shown him that despite the same starting point each sith ended up different in either minute or major ways from one another, usually those more driven and ambitious thrived along the clever and cunning. To often had he been presented with the truth of the strong eating the weak at the academy. Only he was tired of the needless brutality and wanton wish for death and destruction, it didn't serve much of a purpose for an empire. It needed the strength the sith brought to the table certainly but frankly the most violent of the bunch should just be thrown at their enemies and held far, far away from any managerial position of the empire.
He got a headache just thinking of the stuff the Empress must have to deal with and he frankly didn't envy her one bit her position. His attention brought from the datapad and his ruminations when the shuttles pilot let him know they'd arrived and he could disembark. So he did wondering what type of man he'd been given an assignment to aid for one of the mission the academy sometimes threw at its students.
He had felt the man even before he'd stepped off the ramp of the shuttle he'd arrived at the passenger corvette on. A controlled and disciplined maelstrom of force energy close to some of the sorcerers he'd seen at the academy. The order had been a little strange and he'd only been told it might involve ancient artefacts of the sith or some other force using group. As he stood before Lord Xann as he'd been told to, he realized he was almost a full head taller. "Lord Xann?" He asked in his deep baritone voice as he gave a respectfully slight bow. "I am acolyte Nergal here as you've requested."
@Keisen
Sith were all about control and their passions after all and he wanted to be in control of himself while he sought out his passion for knowledge. Be it esoteric or otherwise. His time at the academy had shown him that despite the same starting point each sith ended up different in either minute or major ways from one another, usually those more driven and ambitious thrived along the clever and cunning. To often had he been presented with the truth of the strong eating the weak at the academy. Only he was tired of the needless brutality and wanton wish for death and destruction, it didn't serve much of a purpose for an empire. It needed the strength the sith brought to the table certainly but frankly the most violent of the bunch should just be thrown at their enemies and held far, far away from any managerial position of the empire.
He got a headache just thinking of the stuff the Empress must have to deal with and he frankly didn't envy her one bit her position. His attention brought from the datapad and his ruminations when the shuttles pilot let him know they'd arrived and he could disembark. So he did wondering what type of man he'd been given an assignment to aid for one of the mission the academy sometimes threw at its students.
He had felt the man even before he'd stepped off the ramp of the shuttle he'd arrived at the passenger corvette on. A controlled and disciplined maelstrom of force energy close to some of the sorcerers he'd seen at the academy. The order had been a little strange and he'd only been told it might involve ancient artefacts of the sith or some other force using group. As he stood before Lord Xann as he'd been told to, he realized he was almost a full head taller. "Lord Xann?" He asked in his deep baritone voice as he gave a respectfully slight bow. "I am acolyte Nergal here as you've requested."
@Keisen