Since the day that Laeonas was “invited to leave” the Jedi Order by the Grandmaster, Ephiny spent most of her days locked working in the Archives or meditating on the gardens, trying to understand how she could have failed with her Padawan after she tried so much to help the Brentaalan.
Even if the others say no, what had happened with him was her fault, more than it was his. After all, she was his Master and should have noticed that he still had problems. If he acted that way, it was because Ephiny was a terrible teacher. Laeonas probably hates her now, for having promised to help him and then failed.
Now, she was alone in the gardens of the Jedi Temple meditating. Like how she used to do these days, the Archivist was thinking about her failure and trying to find a way that she could have avoided it. So far, the Knight had thought of thousands of possibilities, but none of them seemed to be satisfactory.
Since she had started to do it, Ephiny would not only reflect about what happened with Laeonas, but also that it could mean that she wasn’t a good teacher and perhaps not even a Jedi. Alone in the gardens, the Archivist contemplated if she should stopping teaching Galactic History to the Padawans.
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