As she approached the group, Vahliri’s gaze never quite left the Tiefling - honeyed eyes wide and warm as ever. The combination of her own near-death experiences and the severity of Korriban left a bitter pit in the middle of her stomach, and it meant she was just as ecstatic s ever to see Altair alive and well. Nevertheless, her gaze meant that the half-Annfyn was privy to the clear flashes of irritation that - albeit briefly - manifested from Altair. She saw the way his tail slowed and his jaw set, and it stood in stark contrast to the usual way they greeted each other. She didn’t have to guess what had caused the irritation - and it hit the half-Annfyn deeper than she thought it could.
“Thanks..” She muttered in response, forcing a small smile in return when Altair complimented her outfit. Even the small hug that Altair reciprocated with was cold and distant, even by comparison to the way that he seemed genuinely happy to see Varyn. Though she said nothing else, Altair and everyone else would see the clear way her fluted ears tilted downward - eyes flicking off to stare out towards the dancefloor and seemingly anywhere but the other partygoers.
In an instant, Vahliri felt familiar pangs and aches boil up in her chest - resurfacing despite her every attempt to move past it. They were the same aches she felt a dozen times in the past - each and every time her and Altair had found themselves at a crossroad. The Tiefling’s emotions - what he wanted - had always been elusive and hard to predict, and it had never left Vahliri with anything other than empty, painful longing. Every warm embrace and moment ended the same - and a part of the half-Annfyn had wanted to be angry at Altair for it in the past. It was a door she had convinced herself was closed, and had allowed the sparks of something to begin to form with herself and Varyn.
His reaction to the sight of her with Varyn - the anger and barriers he immediately put up - caught her off-guard, and it stung even as he excused himself from the group. It stung for every time he had allowed her to believe something was possible between them, only to withdraw into himself and arrive at the next party with someone else. Just as he did this time around. It stung to feel she was being penalized for allowing herself to look elsewhere and be excited to show up with someone on her own arm.
Perhaps it should have angered her. Perhaps it shouldn’t have bothered her at all - not with Varyn on her arm and a night of festivities ahead of them. But it did - no matter how much she tried to and utterly failed to pretend that it didn’t. While her fluted ears tilted down, Vahliri chewed on her bottom lip - as if using the pain of it to distract herself. Her amber gaze flicked between the dancefloor and the table of drinks not far away - torn between downing the closest thing in reach, or going to dance until she thought of nothing else. That had always been her escape - and yet even that felt bittersweet.
After a moment, Vahliri exhaled through her nostrils - attempting to let the emotions pass as her face defaulted back to neutral. She glanced back at Varyn - flashing him a small smile before jutting her chin to the table. “Think I’ll go get us something to drink,” The half-Annfyn began moving in that direction - either leaving him to mingle or walking with him, depending on what he chose. Either way, the half-Annfyn’s body language spoke volumes to the fact she didn’t want to discuss any bit of how she was feeling.
“Thanks..” She muttered in response, forcing a small smile in return when Altair complimented her outfit. Even the small hug that Altair reciprocated with was cold and distant, even by comparison to the way that he seemed genuinely happy to see Varyn. Though she said nothing else, Altair and everyone else would see the clear way her fluted ears tilted downward - eyes flicking off to stare out towards the dancefloor and seemingly anywhere but the other partygoers.
In an instant, Vahliri felt familiar pangs and aches boil up in her chest - resurfacing despite her every attempt to move past it. They were the same aches she felt a dozen times in the past - each and every time her and Altair had found themselves at a crossroad. The Tiefling’s emotions - what he wanted - had always been elusive and hard to predict, and it had never left Vahliri with anything other than empty, painful longing. Every warm embrace and moment ended the same - and a part of the half-Annfyn had wanted to be angry at Altair for it in the past. It was a door she had convinced herself was closed, and had allowed the sparks of something to begin to form with herself and Varyn.
His reaction to the sight of her with Varyn - the anger and barriers he immediately put up - caught her off-guard, and it stung even as he excused himself from the group. It stung for every time he had allowed her to believe something was possible between them, only to withdraw into himself and arrive at the next party with someone else. Just as he did this time around. It stung to feel she was being penalized for allowing herself to look elsewhere and be excited to show up with someone on her own arm.
Perhaps it should have angered her. Perhaps it shouldn’t have bothered her at all - not with Varyn on her arm and a night of festivities ahead of them. But it did - no matter how much she tried to and utterly failed to pretend that it didn’t. While her fluted ears tilted down, Vahliri chewed on her bottom lip - as if using the pain of it to distract herself. Her amber gaze flicked between the dancefloor and the table of drinks not far away - torn between downing the closest thing in reach, or going to dance until she thought of nothing else. That had always been her escape - and yet even that felt bittersweet.
After a moment, Vahliri exhaled through her nostrils - attempting to let the emotions pass as her face defaulted back to neutral. She glanced back at Varyn - flashing him a small smile before jutting her chin to the table. “Think I’ll go get us something to drink,” The half-Annfyn began moving in that direction - either leaving him to mingle or walking with him, depending on what he chose. Either way, the half-Annfyn’s body language spoke volumes to the fact she didn’t want to discuss any bit of how she was feeling.
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